Savoy Pier Yacht Lunch ♡

Oh I have really missed London! Late lunch at the Savoy Pier enjoying Laurent Perrier champagne with some of Nicholas colleagues and business associates. Nicholas couldn't go this weekend, so I had to go on my own and even though I didn't feel all that up to being dressed up and socialising with a bunch of posh people - this is a great opportunity for me and the blog to get more sponsors. Everyone was really nice though, some have read the blog and some of the staff follow me on snapchat and they complimented me a lot! This is a great example of a situation in which I would've avoided but in the end turned out good and gave me a lot of confidence - glad I didn't miss out on that! ♡

Recharge! ♡

Ugh I had a rough night and morning. Every day of my life is a huge struggle and it´s bad enough for me to break down crying daily, but I don't! It´s okay to cry but personally I feel like if I cry daily about how tough everything is, I won't ever get anywhere with my life. So.. instead I sometimes have breakdowns where I stay up all night feeling like shit, cry and usually phone my best mate or my mum - sometimes both! I'm only human and there´s only so much the human body and mind can take, but the important thing when feeling like this is reaching out and telling someone how you feel, which is what I did. It feels good to get things off my chest and after I did that today I decided to but on a face mask, sit in the shower and listen to good music till I started to feel more relaxed and more like myself. I'm going to London today, leaving in a minute, so I need to be at my best this weekend and this was just a rough night/morning, tomorrow will be better - not perfect, but better. BTW it is impossible to look good with a face ask on, but more selfies on the blog have been requested - so here you go! I hope you all have a great Friday ♡ Laters lovelies! 

Toned by Ashy Bines ♡

Yay! IT`S HERE!!! Last week I ordered some of the Toned by Ashy Bines Clothes - her own personal brand of active wear. I instantly fell in love with these two items and as you probably know I worship Ashy Bines and she is my daily fitness inspiration and motivation. I admire everything she does and her willpower, pushing through even though things get tough but also taking a day or two off when things get too much. New fitness clothes makes me feel motivated and what better fitness clothes than what Ashy Bines designed. Especially love the ♡AB on the side of the top and sleeve of the sweatshirt - so cute! Here´s the link tonedbyashybines.com to her website so if you like these cuties go check out the rest of it! 

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My little prince is off on summer holiday/a long weekend! I have someone coming by to read the meters and fix the heating system and this weekend I'm going to London - so Finnick Odair II is staying at Morten´s parents house till Monday. He did this back in December as well and I think it´s good for him to be in a new environment sometimes and when he gets back home he´s a new bunny! Morten is having his birthday party there on Friday and his nieces absolutely love Finnick, so he won't be bored for sure! I however am going to miss him loads!! ♡ 

Thanks Susse & Arne for looking after him

#MusicMonday - Michael Kiwanuka ♥ Cold Little Heart

I have been obsessed with this song ever since I heard it on Big Little Lies (HBO Series). There are two versions of it on AppleMusic, I prefer the long version as it has a little extra and the build up is breathtaking. The other day I was searching for it on AppleMusic, hoping there'd be a music video and then I found this video below, a Live Session! This song just makes me smile, calms me down yet gives me energy - so have a listen and enjoy! ♡

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Cinemaxx & Birthdays ♡

Yesterday in Denmark it was Sankt Hans, which is basically us burning witches. Bonfires with a scarecrow like witch on it and then we burn the witch to keep the evil away, sounds very barbaric and nowadays it´s more just drinking and kids enjoying the fire and dolls. Instead of going to the beach this year Morten and I decided to go to the cinema, Cinemaxx in Aarhus, to celebrate his birthday which is today and we did enjoy a drink after midnight toasting to him. We watched Wonder Woman and OMG!! Soooo good! 

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 I met Morten when I was 10, his dad married my best friend/neighbours mum and I was obsessed with him as a child. He was the 6 months older kid that looked really handsome and we did become boyfriend and girlfriend briefly when we were 10-11. Years later he became my boyfriend for about 7 years and now I am proud to still have him as my best friend. We have been through so much bad and good together, we share everything and still love each other unconditionally. Morten is my best friend, my rock, my light and darkness, my everything. So here´s to you Morten, Happy Birthday ♡ Love you tons! 

Also a quick belated happy birthday to my mum and to Chessie King! ♡ 

The infamous and very handsome Morten ♡

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GoodieBox - June 2017 ♡

LEGOLAND ツ

Sorry for my inactivity lately both on the blog but also on social media. I have been ill with my heart and lungs, been stuck in bed wearing a nasal cannula and just not feeling up to anything. Today I got to take the nasal cannula off and go outside! Bit overkill, but Morten and I decided to take a trip to Billund to visit Legoland. Because of my heart I couldn't actually try anything, but walking around, taking pictures and enjoy the challenges of the outside was fun too! We had a really great time and even though it was a lot for me to take in I am determined that we do it again soon! ♡

Aarhus & Struggles

After the weekend and start of the week I had I wasn't sure I could even handle going outside yesterday, but I did! Mortens parents are away on holiday, so he borrowed their car (which is bigger and fancier than his) So as a car lover I couldn't resist! We went to Aarhus to buy a few things, a ballpoint pen especially. I write a lot on a daily basis and the pen I use is apparently not being sold anywhere anymore, but I found the next best thing. Sounds silly, but I'm a creature of habit due to my OCD. Having certain things a certain way just calms me down.. Even though yesterday was extremely tough and I broke down crying when I got home, I don't regret going out. I needed the fresh air, the challenge and I like to think that I'm stronger today because of it. I'm still not feeling 100% and I feel uncomfortable in my own home, but I can feel it getting slightly better every day. 

Being mentally ill is a pain in the arse though! When you´re mentally ill you are sick and you need attention, care and comfort - but it´s not a broken leg, so people often don't give you all that. It´s a struggle because it´s a pain no one else can relate to and you can't compare it to anything. Last night I had to shake and check the pillows and duvet before I could lie down and go to sleep.. but.. my mind wouldn't settle for the usual amount of shaking and checks, so I went on for an hour. Every time I have to do that routine it hurts more and more on both body and mind, so I eventually broke down crying till I came to the point of accepting that no matter how many times I do it, my OCD will never be satisfied - thankfully I was so exhausted that I fell asleep shortly after. It´s a pain and a daily struggle, but I'm doing much better than any professional predicted I would in a lifetime and I'm still improving daily! I can do it! 

Today I just spent my time working, binge watching The Coroner and challenging myself by spending time around the flat where I feel unsafe. Really looking forward to Nicholas getting here and then going to bed early. It feels so nice to get a proper amount of sleep and I'm looking forward to the challenges of tomorrow! ♡