Today was a real struggle from the moment I got up. Definitely one of those days where I wanted to cancel, but I had a psychologist appointment, and I got off my arse to go to that. I also had packages to pick up and some grocery shopping to do. 

I made it through the day, but I had to take a lot of breaks to deal with anxiety. Today was my second appointment, and so far my body and mind are reacting a lot - I will do another post, getting into it. Just happy with myself that I got through today. Tomorrow will be better ♡ 

 

Remember me being at the doctors due to abdominal pain? Well, my stool sample and blood work didn't show anything, so I have to get an endoscopy and a colonoscopy. Today I met with a doctor at the hospital about the procedures and got some reading material, along with some meds to take the days leading up to the procedures. Then we scheduled an appointment with an anaesthesiologist. Still in pain, and I am nervous about what it could be, but I would rather know than not know. Sorry, I'm not blogging much lately, I am just really unwell ♡