Today was a real struggle from the moment I got up. Definitely one of those days where I wanted to cancel, but I had a psychologist appointment, and I got off my arse to go to that. I also had packages to pick up and some grocery shopping to do. 

I made it through the day, but I had to take a lot of breaks to deal with anxiety. Today was my second appointment, and so far my body and mind are reacting a lot - I will do another post, getting into it. Just happy with myself that I got through today. Tomorrow will be better ♡ 

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Surgery Day ♡

 

Remember me being at the doctors due to abdominal pain? Well, my stool sample and blood work didn't show anything, so I have to get an endoscopy and a colonoscopy. Today I met with a doctor at the hospital about the procedures and got some reading material, along with some meds to take the days leading up to the procedures. Then we scheduled an appointment with an anaesthesiologist. Still in pain, and I am nervous about what it could be, but I would rather know than not know. Sorry, I'm not blogging much lately, I am just really unwell ♡

 

Christmas presents ♡ Along with a gift card and money for Hygge 

 

Happy Christmas! As you might have noticed, there hasn't been much Christmas on the blog, and that is simply because I haven't been in the mood this year - at least till Christmas Eve. Spent Christmas Eve with Lasse and his family at his parents' house. Best Christmas I have had in years! Lasse's mum knew I hadn't been in the mood and that I was having a tough time lately, so she overdid it a little with the decorations for me - which I love! They were all just really nice, and we all had a great time. It was me, Lasse, his parents, his brothers, and their partners, a toddler, two dogs, and my cat! Pure Hygge! ♡ They all go back today for a Christmas luncheon, but I am too exhausted, so staying home, cleaning, and indulging in a bit of self-care ♡

 

The police were here today. Apparently, a concerned neighbour called the police because they saw blood all over our living room floor. I actually saw two women out front half an hour earlier getting really close to the windows, but they saw me and left. Then the doorbell rang, and as I don't know anyone here who would just drop by, I didn't open. Heard the person ring other doorbells (intercom is right next to our window so we can hear it every time someone rings it elsewhere as well). I got curious so I walked out of the bedroom to see who it was, then I saw a police man standing by our window signing that I should open the door. Now, this has happened in places I've lived before - if the police can't get in they ring all the doorbells so they can enter the building. Didn't think they were here for me, but curious as I am, I opened the door and asked them what had happened - they were here for me! They explained the situation and I was like "oh! Yeah, that's just my cat, he has a tumour that sometimes bleeds a lot. I can go get him if you want?" and they said it wasn't necessary. I did thank them, though, for checking in and also said that it was nice of the neighbour to show concern. It could as easily have been something terrible. But it was not. Everyone is fine, and the cat is fine as well. I did mention this in a previous blog post, and there is just nothing we can do about it, other than clean up after it once it stops bleeding - which we do! We just allow it to stop before we start cleaning up after it. 

I laughed at the whole situation, and when the police left, I went into the bedroom where the cat was sleeping and kissed him all over. So much drama for tiny him ♡ Bless