Film Friday & Challenges ♡

Proud girl here... I challenged myself big time Wednesday evening and today. Wednesday after having what most people would probably define as a breakdown I dragged my crying self out the door for a long drive with a friend, I went food shopping and used a public toilet. I felt like dying by the time I was about to go out my own front door, but I actually ended up having a really fun evening. We were supposed to go to the cinema but with me having a massive anxiety attack I started feeling warm and sweaty which made it all worse and it took longer to cool down than what time we had left to make it to the cinema for the film - so we decided to do it Saturday instead. 

Today I cleaned Finnick´s (my bunny) cage for the first time ever - I think - and it didn't kill me. It's usually Morten or my assistant that does it because I can't lift the cage and it's too much for my OCD to deal with, but I did it and I don't regret it at all. Then I had a big dinner - Sushi - yet another struggle, but kept it all down and I feel like a whale now but that will pass. I have to gain weight and up my daily calorie intake for a hospital appointment next month. After all that I seriously needed to hoover, but I decided to skip that and just accept that it's only dirty in my mind, not in my flat - OCD nightmare! Now I'm watching Lobster with Morten and looking forward to a sponsored trip to the cinema tomorrow! 

I'm sorry if this post upset some people, but part of me being healthy and getting through my daily struggles is to sometimes share it on here - also so others who struggle can see they are not alone and that even though I appear "healthy and perfect" to some people, I am fragile, I struggle every day and I fight to survive ♡

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I have now had my new phone for a week and a day! Apple was my first sponsor and I love their products, ever since I was spoiled to an iPod Nano when I was a teenager - which was more than my family could afford at the time. I'm not a computer geek and despite being a blogger I am actually terrible with "modern technology" but I find Apple products easy to use, they're stylish and their designs are so clean - fits right in everywhere! I think I've gotten used to my phone now and I love it so much! I realise that it's not the newest model Apple has to offer, but it suits me perfectly and I think the 7 would've been too big of a cultural shock for me! Maybe next year! 

Thanks Apple ♡

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#MusicMonday ♫ ♬

I have really just been lazy this past week, but I haven't felt out of energy in a bad way - more like calm and zen. Maybe this is just my body saying it needs to relax so it can do good this week! What better way to start Monday morning than with healthy food, tea and a good playlist! I have liked Keaton Hensons songs for a few years now and just recently someone told me about Keaton´s Song by Soko - breathtaking! I have been creating this playlist over the past week, so the songs are very slow - the perfect playlist for rainy days and relaxing! Wishing you all a good Monday ♡

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So Fresh, So Clean!

Ahh Sunday! The most exciting day of the week - NOT! Ugh Sundays are spent on laundry, cleaning, tidying and fixing things. I don't have a washing machine or a dryer, so my assistant picks up my laundry and then she does it for me. Honestly I would prefer having the option of doing it at home by myself instead. I love the sound, smells and feeling - but I don't, so I have to settle for folding it and putting it away when she comes back with it. wow that´s a lot on laundry alone.. I also - finally - ran some anti calc through my Dolce Gusto machine. I have been meaning to do this for months, but because of some irrational fear I didn't dare to do it on my own so I had a friend over to help with it ◕‿◕ Now it´s done, my home is clean, good smelling and I can sit down and enjoy a really good cup of tea! Laters Lovelies xx *sits in corner with tea, waiting for Game of Thrones to start* 

Uno Champion ✌

I just had a lovely evening! Morten joined me for Mexican food, Fast & Furious and Uno. Feels like forever since we´ve had an evening like this, so it was much needed! And of course I won 8/10 rounds of Uno - I'm so awesome! (also the cards were poorly shuffled) ◕‿◕ It has been requested that I show more of my home, so I thought that since everything was clean and tidy I should show you lot my living room. My home is mostly designed to look good in the evenings, because that´s when I usually sit down after a long day and really enjoy my surroundings. All my furnitures are from IKEA, the wine rack is from Rosendahl. 

I hope you're all having a lovely weekend! 

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Miqura Foot Mask - Love your feet! ♡

I'm always on my feet, I run daily and I currently have a heel-spur as well - so I decided to do something good for my feet! I only have that one pair and for me to do what I love I need to take good care of them. Yesterday I bought a miqura foot mask at Salling in Aarhus, so today I spent half an hour just massaging my feet, filing them and treating them with this awesome foot mask! So easy to use, no mess and I now I feel relaxed and confident! Miqura has a lot of other products as well that I love including face masks and lotions - you can buy it all on their website www.miqura.com

45 Minute Dance Cardio Workout - FitSugar

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This is a great 45 minute workout video that is super fun to exercise with. This workout makes you laugh and time goes by so fast. I especially like Alice on the right doing the modified version of it, which is really good for beginners, people recovering from injuries and for overweight people - because lets face it, jumping around as overweight just hurts an awful lot! So if you want to do something good for yourself tomorrow, put on your fitness clothes and get moving! FitSugar has also made a lot of other workout videos that I think you should definitely check out ♡ Stay Fit! 

#MusicMonday

When I got up at 5.30 this morning I had no idea what I should share on #MusicMonday, but as the first part of my day has gone by I really just felt like cuddling up on the sofa with Paul McDonald & Nikki Reed and a cup of tea! The weather today makes me feel like it´s September and cold outside, even though it´s NOT.. yet! I'm not a big fan of summer, never was, but especially now because it makes my OCD a lot worse - so when the clouds are grey I can finally relax for a bit. I prefer enjoying these little things, moments, instead of focusing full time on how terrible I'm feeling. I enjoy the grey clouds, I enjoy good music and most of all I enjoy the people around me who do little things that make me smile ♡ Paul McDonald & Nikki Reed - I'm Not Falling is a great album, have a listen! 

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Would you look at what I bought?! I know, cool! I´ve wanted one for ages because I often hear people talk about the sound being better and I just really think it would suit my home. It folds as a suitcase so it´s easy to bring around and there´s a plug thing in the back so you can connect your phone, iPad etc. and just use it as a normal speaker. Lucky deal, there were 8 vinyl records that came with it! So now I have something to play on it till I order some proper ones online. I´m thinking Frank Sinatra, Nina Simone, BB King, Tinsley Ellis.. I reckon those would be very appropriate for this sound quality ◕‿◕ Feel free to email me lists of music you think I should buy/listen to ♡

Apologies for being so quiet lately, but I have been struggling a lot this week and I have had to make some major decisions in my life over these past few days - which takes a lot of time next to work and OCD. I appreciate those who check up on me and who listens when I need to talk. It means the world to me that there are still good people out there who really cares about me ♡ I shall try and blog more next week!