Intro Trip (Friday5th - Saturday 6th)  - roughly 30 hours in a summer house with my contact person, getting to know each other and writing a report/answering a lot of personal questions! For me, it was also a huge challenge because of my OCD. Being there was surreal and nightmarish during night time. This was as much challenged as I can be without it damaging me further, and thankfully my contact person was there with me the whole time - in case something happened. Apart from OCD - it is actually a very nice summer house and we did watch some tv, ate sweets and had a good time. I was meant to sleep in that room above, but come bedtime it was just too big a challenge for me, so I slept on the 2 person sofa. Sleeping in the summer was a win no matter what I slept on - so I felt pretty good when we left. I DID IT! When I got home I was extremely exhausted physically and mentally, so I relaxed whilst watching Red Sparrow - that I just bought. And OMFG it is awesome! 

Yesterday Morten and I were at Boxit in Kolding where we have a storage room together. Morten and I are going to see less of each other as we both started new chapters of our lives and we haven't been a couple for a very long time - so we decided to divide the things and get rid of what was left and no longer have a storage room. It was a very productive day, but also a bit sad. Got rid of a bunch of old things and saved a few good memories such as pictures and things from my childhood. The staff here have been so nice as to let me borrow some space in the basement for some of my old clothes and all my Christmas decorations - bless them! We, of course, donated all the clothes we don't need to Charity 

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During today and maybe the next few days there is going to be a few changes on the blog regarding design, colours and posts - so no need to panic or get confused. I decided it is time for a bit of change on here, but not too much change. I'm still me! This blog is officially no longer sponsored, but I still enjoy sharing my favourite products, artists and sites. Not much will change I promise. 

Focusing on re-designing my blog is fun and exciting but it is also to distract me from current struggles. Biggest struggle right now is that I am going on an intro trip with my contact person Winni, to bond - and make contracts, make recovery plans and schedules. We leave Friday and get back Saturday, so only a one night stay. "ONLY" this is literally my worst nightmare. summerhouse, not OCD friendly, by the ocean... I feel like I can't do it, but doing it would be a good challenge and a really good way of showing her just how challenging and dominating my OCD is during my everyday life. And of course, there is the EATING! We do grocery shopping on the way there, cook meals and eat together. I can't weigh my food, count calories or throw away food... Basically, this entire trip will be like hell for me, but I am going to try and keep a positive mind - surely it won't kill me! 

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