I PASSED! Really didn't think I would though. I had an anxiety attack 2 minutes into my exam. I was freaking out, got tunnel vision, had trouble breathing, and just had tears and snot down my face. I told the teacher and supervisor that I knew I wasn't going to pass now and asked them what would happen if I walked out - my teacher convinced me to stay and he helped me through it. They were both so kind and understanding in that situation and I will forever be grateful for that. I passed and I get to stay at school. After the exam, I called the boyfriend who was on his way to pick me up and I was still crying - getting it out of my system and just crying of relief. We went out for lunch to celebrate and afterward, I went to visit the old recovery place I used to live at. Was good to see them again and it did feel like visiting home. I do miss them and I miss living there - but honestly, it is also really nice to have come this far and then come "home" to brag about school and that I am doing well. The people who work there are always happy to hear how we are all doing after leaving ♡
All in all, a really good day ♡ Now I am off school till January!
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