After getting the new apartment, I just kept paying rent to the old place for months. It has come to an end and it needed to be emptied out. This process was a struggle, which is why it was put off for so long. Things got packed in boxes, some furniture got thrown out, the place was cleaned and the keys were returned. I am thrilled to be rid of the old place, as it weighed on me mentally, knowing it was waiting to be dealt with. Living there was a huge stepping stone for me and I enjoyed it. Now someone else gets to enjoy it ♡

 

Had an appointment this morning with an anaesthesiologist to go over things for my endoscopy and colonoscopy later this month. She was really nice and talked a lot! The procedure can be done while being awake but I want to be fully under which she understood completely. If you do it awake you can get a mild sedative and I asked if I could get that even though I will be fully sedated and asleep, because I would still get high levels of anxiety leading up to the part where I'm under - which she agreed to! There was also other things we had to go over as I have had a blood lot previously and of course my IBD plays a factor as well. Nervous about it all but she was so sweet it actually helped calm me a bit. 

After the hospital, Lasse and I were off to my old apartment to continue packing, disassembling furniture and cleaning. I am in a lot of pain, stressed and my OCD is so triggered, so I do occasionally bite his head off - which he handles like a champ! Cant wait for this whole month to be over with!