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I rang Morten this afternoon and asked him to come pick me up so we could go for a drive. I get outside a lot more than I did just a year ago and I have come so far with my OCD and anxiety, but I am still sometimes trapped inside and the better I feel, the more frustrated I get by being at home all day. Going out today was a challenge, a challenge I hadn't quite thought through - but I don´t regret going outside and challenging myself. Juelsminde is so peaceful, quiet and even though it´s a challenge it was also extremely calming and it felt so good getting to breathe properly.  I fear the outside, I fear summer, warmth and I fear the ocean - but standing at that beach, even with loads of people being there, I felt freed for a second and nothing in this world will ever feel better than that one second of freedom from the chains my mind has created over the past few years. Considered where I was a year ago, I feel so grateful that I could do this today - that I felt like doing this. Thanks to the people who have supported me over the years, who´s still supporting me and thank you Morten for driving me to a place I could find peace and feel free ♡