Tuesday, 16 January 2018

Somebunny Loves Me ♡


Finnick and I spent some quality time together today whilst I was working on meal and exercise plans. 
Can't believe I've had him for almost 4 years! 
Today the dates for my psych sessions was set - basically going to spend 6 hours with a psychologist so she can write down literally everything about my life to keep on record so hospitals, doctors and psychologists have all the information they need. Apparently, through my entire life of talking to these people very few of them actually took notes - so 6 hours of me ranting about my terrible childhood! Yay! At least this means that I won't have to repeat myself again - focusing on the positive things! 
Now I'm waiting for Deejay to finish work so we can talk before he goes to sleep and I continue working 




Monday, 15 January 2018

Meal Prep Monday?


I think I might start doing meal preps every Monday so I don't have to worry about cooking every day. It´s mentally exhausting for me to cook - so this way I only have to go through it once a week. Bought a few recipe books the other day on Super Foods and Sugarless Sweets. I prefer small meals, I prefer dinner at noon and I LOVE arranging it on plates so it looks a lot better than it is! I´m a terrible cook but I actually nailed this one! Tastes great, not too many calories and it made me feel soooo full! So this week it is salmon, might try chicken next week. I might post the recipe sometime later this week 




Wednesday, 10 January 2018

☁ ☂


It's been a moody day! Grey weather, seeing my psychologist, feeling bloated because of food! Seeing my psychologist today was mentally draining and he suggested that I would be a perfect fit for living in a facility with other people being limited by their mental state - limited? I know I am limited but I do live on my own, managed to get an education and become self-employed - so I think I will survive. I also just really missed Deejay today as he just returned to work after the holidays and now we don't have the same amount of time together - but he did promise me that Friday when he is off from work, we can spend the entire day together! Long distance suck sometimes but its how it's going to be for now and the good moments make it worth it!


After my psychologist appointment, Morten and I drove around for a bit, ate some food, did some shopping and enjoyed the view of the frozen water -- which was extremely calming and just what I needed! Now I'm back home and soon ready for bed! G´night All  




Monday, 8 January 2018

Christmas is OVER!


That was the last bit of Christmas and it is now packed and on its way to a storage room in Kolding. I wasn't in much of a Christmas mood this Christmas, so honestly, I'm glad its over with and out of sight - first time ever I have put away Christmas things before March! Maybe this is me officially being an adult or maybe Christmas 2017 just wasn't for me. Hopefully, Christmas 2018 will be much better 

Saturday, 6 January 2018

Baby, It´s Cold Outside ❄



Snow! I woke up this morning and there was snow outside! Unfortunately, it did not stick and it has almost gone now. Finally got to talk with Deejay after his days of recovery from a night with Alize! My stomach has been hurting a lot today but I'm sticking to my meals and tonight I am having Dairy&Gluten Free Mac & Cheese with Bacon bits! I'm excited about the taste but not the calories! My dinner will be supervised by a nurse though, so I have to fight my way through it. I'm feeling very calm today - maybe even a bit positive! It has been a good day so far and I'm looking forward to a quiet evening watching Netflix and drinking tea! I hope you all had a good day too 



Thursday, 4 January 2018

#TBT ♡ December 29 2017 - My Birthday!


I had the best birthday! Turning 25 is not at all as bad as I imagined. Cinnamon/Frozen themed "party" just Morten and I, later the Deejay joined on FaceTime

I struggled a bit with the food, but made it through it all! Got the best gifts too! Paris Hilton things from Morten, 
Gift cards from Morten´s parents and brother & sister-in-law, lotion and showergel from Morten´s grandparents ♡ I love that his family still treat me like family and that they all made this day special for me. Thanks!