I had my blood-work done and got the results - turns out its Anemia, lack og vitamins and my kidneys and liver aren't doing too well either. A lifestyle change in regards to eating and taking vitamins, less toxic stuff in my body - and I should be fine with time. When I told my contact person she of course freaked and talked about me going to a hospital and then moving to a clinic where someone monitors my eating to make sure I actually eat this time - so I won't die.. But talked her down to letting me stay here and then compromised that I cook with her Monday and Wednesday to make meals (lunch and dinner) for several days at a time and then store it downstairs. So twice a day I go down to get my meals. But she also said this is my last chance. If she doesn't see a huge improvement soon I am out!
We just planned out my entire future in terms of education and what happens when I do move out (hopefully not till next summer) and boyfriend and I are planning a future as well. I just got my family back.. I got my life back again and I can do things now - so I kinda actually want to live! Which is new for me. So I am going to do this - though I will struggle along the way but hopefully it will be worth it. Sorry for the heavy post, but yeah all I can do now is get my strength back, eat, lightly exercise and of course I play A LOT of the Sims lately and watch films & series, spend time with boyfriend and stick to my schedule ♡
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