Good evening lovelies. I had a terrible night with broken sleep, nightmares, and just a constant feeling of claustrophobia. And when I was getting ready for school I got a message about me not showing up to enough classes so now I need a talk with my guidance counselor. She promised to check up on me two weeks ago and I have been howling her down, but she never made the appointment with me, that she promised. But now I got it and I am going to see her tomorrow. Also I had to message my teacher because my class is going on a field trip tomorrow and I wont be able to attend due to my OCD - which she was surprisingly okay with. She just said it was a pity I had to miss out on stuff and asked a lot about my OCD and basically my entire life story. Nice of her to show genuine interest and to be so understanding. When I got off school, I went to see my doctor to get my B12 shot and get checked in general because my B12 is dangerously low again! Been in a lot of pain the past few days because of the side effects of deficiency and it sucks. My doctor also told me I have psoriasis, so that is another thing to deal with! I was actually gonna go back to AA meetings this week, but was just too ill - I haven't even been in school until today. And today in class I was terrified that I was gonna pass out. So hopefully I will feel better soon. When I got home I ate, studied, and tidied up. Now I am ready to just relax with a cup of tea while I study some more so I can catch up on everything. And on a quick very positive note - LOVE THE WEATHER!! Cold, grey, and wet is what I asked for.. Thanks, Weather Gods
Hope you all had a nice day, Goodnight ♡
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