Rest in Peace Grandma
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When I think of safety and comfort I think of you. Whenever things are bad I close my eyes and I picture myself in the safety of your arms with you telling me that you love me. Throughout my life, you have always been there and you have always been my comfort. I remember when mum and I were staying with you and grandpa. Grandpa snoring in his room, you and mum sleeping in your bed, and me on a mattress on the floor. You would get up really early in the morning to get some alone time and peace before the day started. But I felt uncomfortable without you near, so I would wake up and crawl onto your lap in your lounge chair in the living room, resting against you till I fell asleep. And when I was around that age we also went to feed the ducks often. I saw a white duck once and I wanted it as a pet so badly. You told me I could have it - if I could catch it. Leading to a lot of laughs then and in the future. In a way, there is a lesson in that, which you did teach me throughout life well into my teens and now as an adult. You always told me that I could have anything in this world. I just have to work for it. Your last words to me were that I get my shit together and get that education I have worked so hard to get better for. I will grandma. I will get all I wanted and I will thank you every day for what you have been to me and done for me. Oh God, I will miss you so much. You deserve peace more than anyone, but I wish you could've stayed forever.
Goodbye Grandma, rest well ♡ till we see each other again
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