Called in sick downstairs today (the walk with my contact person) and she freaked a little because I admitted that I am not sick, just really sad. Some things have been going on here at recovery and it is just destroying me - thankfully I have people outside this place who care about me, so I survive with a little help from my friends. So because of me being so sad I didn't wanna show today she worried if I was gonna hurt myself, but I will be fine - just need a good cry for a couple of days. School was cancelled today because some students who take the full HF have today and next week to do that - so the rest of us get today and next week off, and after that its winter holidays for a week. I contacted my case worker and she approved that I can get two weeks off from recovery as well, so I GET TWO WEEKS OFF! YAY!
I will however be spending some of those days off on catching up on homework/school as I have unfortunately fallen a bit behind. Everything was due today, but my kind teacher called me and gave me an extension for Wednesday and offered to help over the weekend. At this point I am extremely happy that our classes are online (because of corona) and our teacher records them and saves them in Teams, so I can rewatch classes and properly catch up!
Despite being sad and hurt - I did have a really nice outing with someone yesterday, so that has made me smile a lot today and helped motivate me ♡
The rest of today will be spent picking up a package, more studying and of course film Friday - I have not yet decided what to watch! For brunch I had lactose free yoghurt with dragonfruit and frozen grapes & iced coffee with vanilla syrup ♡
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