Had a really long and shitty night! So I am starting my Crohns meds today which is gonna basically take away my immune system and ruin my appetite. So I thought I would celebrate my last "normal" day - and since my stomach hurts day and night anyways, I figured I would have one day of eating my craving foods which I am both allergic to and my stomach can't handle. So yesterday my ex and I got craving foods, drank and listened to music. We ended up having a huge fight. I was pushed down the stairs, my things were thrown outside and I was thrown out as well. The police got involved and they followed me home to make sure I was safe - The whole situation and it being the night between Friday and Saturday. So many drunk people outside and I didn't feel comfortable walking home alone since the time I was assaulted on that route at night. Today I am bruised, in a lot of pain, and overall not feeling great. P came by with food from Sunset as my last comfort meal and he stayed for a few hours helping with some practical stuff and watching a film (Kun en Pige). I spent the rest of the day studying for exams and watching Grey's Anatomy - the episodes (spoiler) where George died, Izzie has cancer, and that ceviche girl is being a B. So all the good stuff. Now I am going to make the April Snapchats post and read before bedtime. Currently re-reading Winter of the World by Ken Follett.
Tomorrow will be a better day
Night all ♡
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