Can I just start by saying that I do realise how awkward this mix of death and funeral next to posts with erotic toys is. The toy calendar is sponsored and it is my job as a blogger to post about it. But I also want to share other parts of my life even the sad parts - this time being my grandma passing and us having this funeral for her today. I am trying my best to balance everything in life and make things work. Somehow I never thought I would have to attend my loving grandma's funeral or that I should ever have to say goodbye to her. The funeral was very beautiful and respectful of her wishes. The whole day was just surreal and sad. She is missed already and it doesn't feel like she is gone yet - but it takes time for the mind to process. I cry a lot when I am alone and I wish this day never would've come. It did and I think my grandad and my sister did so well today and I am proud of how well they handle things. A long and difficult day, just gonna relax now and then sleep ♡
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