Had a really long shitty day! Been sick all day and my tooth has been killing me as well. I had to go buy a black shirt for my grandma's funeral tomorrow and I am just dealing with a lot of stuff. Did manage to do some homework, rest and I actually went shopping. Found the black knitted pearl jumper I had looked at online, so I am gonna wear that tomorrow. Was unsure if the pearls were too much or too inappropriate, but my sister approved it so should be fine. She has great taste! I also got help from a nice lady at Matas finding the right foundation and powder that matches my skin tone - I usually pick ones that end up looking orange in real light. Then tonight I opened my tea advent calendar and now I am just gonna relax and soon go to sleep. I didn't realise the tea calendar has little quotes behind the teas, so that was a cute surprise.
My contact person is gonna pick me up tomorrow at 11am and take me shopping for a flower to put on my grandmas' casket and then drive me to Kolding for the funeral. At this very moment, it's like I can't comprehend that she is actually gone. All I feel is anxiety about being in an unfamiliar setting tomorrow, but I think it is gonna hit me when we are on our way to Kolding. Actually really happy that my contact person is driving me there, so she can help me through it and we can talk it all over (from Horsens to Kolding is about an hour's drive). And When I get there I know my sister is there and we can support each other through it all. It's gonna be alright. We are all gonna be alright - with time ♡
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