Currently obsessed with!

 

These songs are currently my guilty pleasure - and yes GUILTY PLEASURE! Because as you may know this is far from what I usually listen to. Also my biggest apologies for not being so active lately - I am cheating on the blog with homework and youtube! ♡

Bought a 1997 Vintage Read Along Book & Audio Cassette (unopened till I got it)

 

Absolutely love Anastasia, always have since I was a little kid. So I found this unopened Anastasia book and audio cassette online - bought it from a nice lady from Canada! Been told already that it was dumb opening it, but I don't plan on ever selling it. I bought this to actually enjoy it and use it! Really grateful for the amazing condition this is in after all these years. Dream come true! ♡

 

Bought Macarons at Salling, Aarhus! They are not as good as the fresh ones - obviously! But I can eat these because they are Gluten Free! 

Indoor Activities ♡

Currently most recovery activities are outside, so I get to draw twice a week instead - was inspired to try digital drawing. So far I like it, but I will always prefer paper. Thankful that there is a middle ground and that I get to do this instead of going outside - and I am in good company as well. Makes the days better! 

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Finally got my two hoodies and face masks from asos.com

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Summer Plans with the Boyfriend... and OCD

Obviously the purpose of recovery is that I have have a life without OCD, but I'm not there yet - so this year the boyfriend, OCD and I are spending the summer together! I do work on my OCD daily and get challenged every time I do something. So even though I have picked somewhat OCD friendly options, it will still be extremely challenging. My OCD is just worse during the summer months and any activity out of my own home is a lot for me! But I do want my life back and I want to experience things and spend time with the boyfriend outside my home. We talked about going to London, but two people with anxiety in an airport just seems a little too stressing - so we are going to spend the summer in Denmark, Jylland! These are our options, but we haven't decided yet. We linked our vacation days, so we get two weeks off together. I'm excited and a little terrified - but I know it will be worth it and hopefully next year I am ready to do even more than this. Would love to be able spend summertime like normal people! 

LEGO House (Billund)

Moesgaard Museum (Aarhus)

Kattegatcentret (Grenå)

Dansk Sygeplejehistorisk Museum (Kolding)

Ribes Vikinger Museum (Ribe)

Naturhistorisk Museum (Aarhus)

Todays Meals - Still Doing Supervised Meal Prep

Zucchini with lactose free cream cheese, salmon and caviar

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Tomatoes, roast-beef, lactose free cheese, egg and cucumbers 

Which Hair Products Do I Use?

After I changed my hair (from blonde to brunette) I also had to change my hair products. STUHR is a product I have previously enjoyed and my latest discovery is the Dry Shampoo Spray for Dark Hair that actually has a bit of a tint to it - to avoid white spots dry shampoo usually can give. I use the Hair Repair twice a week and the Dry Shampoo to freshen up my hair whenever needed! 

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Not well but I will be ♡

I had my blood-work done and got the results - turns out its Anemia, lack og vitamins and my kidneys and liver aren't doing too well either. A lifestyle change in regards to eating and taking vitamins, less toxic stuff in my body  - and I should be fine with time. When I told my contact person she of course freaked and talked about me going to a hospital and then moving to a clinic where someone monitors my eating to make sure I actually eat this time - so I won't die.. But talked her down to letting me stay here and then compromised that I cook with her Monday and Wednesday to make meals (lunch and dinner) for several days at a time and then store it downstairs. So twice a day I go down to get my meals. But she also said this is my last chance. If she doesn't see a huge improvement soon I am out!

We just planned out my entire future in terms of education and what happens when I do move out (hopefully not till next summer) and boyfriend and I are planning a future as well. I just got my family back.. I got my life back again and I can do things now - so I kinda actually want to live! Which is new for me. So I am going to do this - though I will struggle along the way but hopefully it will be worth it. Sorry for the heavy post, but yeah all I can do now is get my strength back, eat, lightly exercise and of course I play A LOT of the Sims lately and watch films & series, spend time with boyfriend and stick to my schedule  ♡

Teeth Whitening Session - Swiss Clinic

Went to see my Doctor today as I have been sick for a very long time now - she referred me to the hospital where I will have my blood work done Thursday and then we will see what's going on with me. Absolutely love my doctor. She is so kind and extremely curious about my OCD and seems really genuinely excited whenever I am improving and doing better in life. Seriously she is more excited about my life than I am! I love that seeing a doctor no matter what can have some positive outcome. Her attitude is priceless and so very much appreciated! ♡

#MusicMonday - Florence + the Machine ♫

Really insanely obsessed with this song lately - It tickles my soul  ♫♡

Self-care! Again! ♡

Seriously in need of calming down! I have an "OCD issue" at home and it has become overwhelming - unfortunately there is nothing to be done about it till tomorrow. Thankfully boyfriend has been extremely supportive in all this and really wants to help me - but this is a battle I will have to face alone! Now I just rely on self care and music to get me through this day/night and tomorrow hopefully everything will be better ♡