-8℃ outside and now my window is frozen 

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Went to visit recovery today and eat æbelskiver with the others there. Right before I was about to leave it started snowing like crazy and it took forever to walk there because it was so slippery! But I made it there and it was nice - not to mention how much I love snow! I got some leftover food and some fruit home with me home - They made too many æbelskiver and the fruit they had left would go bad over the holidays otherwise. Got a banana for Finnick which he very much enjoyed! Also managed to get some laundry done and play in the snow. I finally wrapped my sister's Christmas presents and I think everything for tomorrow is settled now. Gonna wake up crazy early tomorrow to take the train to Kolding, so I am gonna take a warm long shower and then get some sleep.

Hope everyone had a great day

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 Stressful and irritating day! Having to deal with unnecessary drama and fights. I just don't function well on it and it has made me feel drained and physically sick. But I dealt with it and after that, it was instant relief - feeling much better! Talked with my sister on the phone going through some of my grandma's stuff and then we planned the 24th - when I arrive and when I leave. She is gonna pick me up at the train station and then we walk together to her place. I love spending time with my sister so I am really looking forward to that. After I talked with my sister I spent some time with a friend and when I got home I took a long relaxing shower with some self-care pampering! Much needed! Now I am getting ready to tug myself in and sleep - but first some reading. I started reading again at night before bed. I talked to a friend about how I used to do that every night as a kid/teen and it gave me so much joy. Gonna make it a habit to do that now - along with a cup of tea so really relax ☺ 

Goodnight Lovelies 💫

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Yass! Yesterday I bought train tickets (with financial help from a friend) for my trip to Kolding and back on the 24th to celebrate Christmas Eve with my family - that being my grandad, sister & mum. Gives me so much serenity knowing that it is now taken care of. Grateful for that friend who helps out and supports me. After everything that has happened the past few weeks, months even.. It has just drained my energy to the core and if anything does not go according to plan I cannot have it - like my mental health and life is t risk. I need things to just be easy (easier), be planned, and go smooth the next while so I can recharge. When I am over-exposed to life and things that trigger me, my OCD automatically takes over as a survival mechanism but living with OCD is hell and it takes up all of my energy. If anything else then happens that drains me as well I am tapped out of energy - running on spare batteries for survival. I want to live and I need my energy, so when things fall into place and go as planned - I am forever grateful! Sorry, rant. Just needed to get that out of my system and hopefully, that gives you a better picture of how things are going right now and how fragile I currently am. 

I did manage to make it to the gym today and it felt good! Had a lot of anxiety built up before I got there, but once I was inside it went away and I felt at home. I love the feeling in my body after a workout and I actually enjoy the soreness - makes me feel like I actually did something. I did have to take painkillers when I got home because the wound where my tooth was (had a tooth removed not long ago) started hurting a lot. I was told by my dentist that it could happen. For my breakfast, before going I made a diet Strawberry Shake with Collagen and Protein Powder - yummy!