Ugh! this week so far has been one of those weeks where everything that could possibly go wrong, has gone wrong.. But I like a challenge in life - as if I haven't had enough. Looking on the bright side hard work always pays off and even though it´s been a tough week so far, I´ve gotten some good things from it as well. Just got back home from a meeting down town with a sports shop called InterSport and they agreed to sponsor me - but not entirely in the traditional way. So a few shops will be sponsoring me in the sense that I advertise for them and I get 40-60% discount on everything in their shop - which is still a great agreement and I'm so happy that they agreed. They also have my card in their shop, so at the same time they're advertising for my blog in some sense.
Last night there was a spider in the bedroom and normally my reaction to that would be OCD routine - washing duvet, pillow covers and sheets, shover and then sit on the floor in the shower crying for 3 hours and cut myself.. BUT I actually managed to kill the spider and then go to sleep and sleep all night. My anxiety level was sky high and it wasn't easy going to sleep, but I did it and I'm actually feeling somewhat fine today all things considered. If you read this thinking "come on, it´s a spider, not the end of the world" - I'm sick and have suffered from severe OCD which is mainly build on the fear of spiders and insects being everywhere, so to me it does feel like the end of the world. so all this is a small achievement for you lot, but for me it´s surviving armageddon.
Now I'm ready for a relaxed evening with Morten watching Chalet Girl and Happy Valley, eating good food and a very tall glass of wine!
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